Monday, May 17, 2004

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. sometimes i think im such an ass. jus because someone i get annoyed at wants to do something. i have to be so stubborn n like. not do it. or jus be all rebellious n not want to listen. argh. its so frustrating. dunno wat the hell's wrong wiv me. :( i get annoyed at myself for gettin annoyed at others. n i noe the real problem is. its not them. its me. some pple could do the exact same thing n i wont get pissed. but if pple that usually annoy me do it. i get extremely pissed. wats wrong?! aaaaaaaarrrrrrh. hate the fact that they've all been put in my life to test me. to see if i could lov my enemies. sure...its easy to love ur frens..enemies...is the hard one. i noe God has given me all the love i could get to pass on to others. but tis so freakin hard sometimes. argh. in such a crappy mood cuz i still cant find my berms. i miss them already.. if i get so emotional about a pair of berms..wonder wat will happen if i lose my frens...dat would be the worse.

oh n one thing, take note. im not gonna get a bf till 17..jus keep that in mind k?

*brenda* caught some stars @ *9:15 PM*

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