Wednesday, May 26, 2004

hehhe..jus ate strawberries! they're yummy. :) hehehehe.. :) lalala...had cross country run today...so...ughhhh.. haha..oh well. im sleep. -_- slept in the afternoon...n i had a funny dream.. :)

started off at a wedding, i was wiv jill. then i wanted to go walk around...so we took a lift down...n at the level...it was a hospital n there old ladies sitting there..stoning. :)

jill went to talk to her mom first so i started talkin to the old lady n she was jus askin me qs lahh. n then jill came out, n the lady asked her qs n she jus mumbled n rushed off, sayin that they we crazy. hahahah.. weird...then we walked out of the buidin...n it was my condo..jill was goin on about how her mom only wanted her to get b3 and above or something..n complainin n complainin...haha then this litttle girl calls us...ok not little, pri skool..n she knew my our names..so i asked jill who's she.. n she said miss gan's daughter...then i was like miss gan has a daughter? i mean she's MISS gan, u noe..not married. [hmm. i wonder if she really is in real life..] but yea...then she offered us chips..n i took some...then mrs cheng appeared..n started walkin wiv us...past the tennis courts n celeste was playin tennis. haha.

then jill changed to celeste n i waslkin around wiv her..n like...they were openin new shops-7-11!! i was like cool! cuz they havent had a shop in her for a long time... n we walked on n realised there was gonna be 3 7-11! ahahah..specialising in diff things... n i tot it was cool..hhahaha..yup..n so we kept on walkin..n we came to the pool..n it was enclosed! like...there was these card tappy things to enter. then celeste said. lemme tap lemme tap! hahah. n i said no! i want to tap! n we both started racing to find our tappy card.. when i found mine, i suddenly realised n said: celeste...since when were u living in brookvale?

hahahahahha n she was like. oh yea hor. no wonder i couldnt find the card. sheesh!!! hahahah. stupid. then we entered..n there was a bank there too! i think its OCBC? the one wiv 4 lines down none across? but in my dream it was HSBC. i dont noe. haha spastic. then it ended there..

when i woke up, my hand was like straight out cuz i was trying to eat the chips miss gan's "daughter" gave me. hahahahha...n i was like for a moment: wheres my chips? then i realised...hahaha...ooohhhhhhhhhh. sometimes dreams jus feel like reality...ah well. funny dream. n i remmebered so much of it! haha.

sigh. now i want chips. i remember they were lays, onion i think..ahhhh. hungry. shall go eat dinner. :)

bye byee.

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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

heres somethin u dont need to noe. i have a pimple on my butt n it hurts when i sit down. as josh would say, sharp butt! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

heheheh..doin quizzes! yay! they're addictive.


Smiling Face

What's up, smiley? Somehow you just always seem to find a way to turn that frown upside down. Your upbeat attitude and friendly demeanor brighten up any room, including your favorite chat room.

Like your classic emoticon counterpart, you're a staple on anyone's list. Boring days and sleepless nights are far more bearable when you're online to chat. Whether you're shooting the breeze, catching up, or giving out advice, you can cheer up anyone on the other side of the conversation. So keep lightening the mood, making new friends, and bringing smiles to other folks' faces. After all, it's just so natural for you!

so longggg.. :)


Fun at all costs. These are the words you live by. You've got a quick wit and spirited outlook on life that usually makes it hard for people not to forgive your playful and mischievous ways. Just be sure your jokes and pranks don't wear out their welcome. That's no fun at all.

HMMM..really?
haha


Say what? Your superpower is ANIMAL COMMUNICATION! Many people pretend to talk to their pets, but you can really, truly do it. Have you ever mimicked the monkeys or the penguins at the zoo? If you have, you're on your way to becoming a great animal communicator, just like Aquaman with his fishy friends. Some people think animal communication has to be vocal. Not so. Any superhero knows that mental telepathy is where it's at. So while barking at Fido might be fun, it's not the practice you really need. Instead, try thinking like an animal. When you get into the mindset of, say, a squirrel, you'll be able to truly communicate with one. Of course it's a two way street, because you'll be able to understand everything they say back, too. And they've got a lot to tell! Imagine talking to a walrus about the deep ocean or to an ant about life underground. Once you've perfected your superhuman gift, you'll never be without interesting conversation.

wahahhahahahahh..oooooooooooooooookk..


i think this picture is really pretty..
Social Butterfly

You can't help it — you love people: talking to them, talking about them, or simply hanging out with them. You love it all. You thrive when you're being social — whether organizing a French Club outing, playing on a team sport, or volunteering at the animal shelter. And who can blame you? There are so many interesting stories out there and how are you going to hear about them if you don't get and stay in touch with folks.
Just remember that being a real people person can be a big asset. You might just be headed for a career as a therapist, a salesperson, or even a politician. This school year, try polishing your skills by joining a few new clubs or sports. Not only will you meet new people, you'll have something to talk about with your old friends.

How much of a perfectionist are you?
Possessions
Don't touch my things!! Does that sound familiar? We thought so, since your answers tell us you're neat, organized, and a firm believer in the "a place for everything, and everything in its place" philosophy. Chances are you take excellent care of your possessions and are proud of keeping them in peak condition. In fact, you can probably get a little uncomfortable about lending your things out, for fear that something won't be returned to you in the same flawless condition. Never fear — as long as you don't get obsessed with keeping things in their proper order (for example, it's gone too far if you insist on stacking your dishes according to the date they were purchased), being a perfectionist about your possessions is a very effective way of extending their lifespan. really?

Appearance
Although you're probably very conscious of how you look, you're willing to occasionally leave your house without every hair in place and every crease in line. You're very aware of your appearance, but you don't obsess about it. You're okay with changes in your getting-ready routine, and are fine with not always looking your absolute best.

Work
We can tell that you prefer to turn in top-notch work and always invest a significant amount of pride in every task you take on. But you also understand that it's important to have an open mind and a flexible attitude at work. That's why you're able to occasionally let your personal standards slide a little when your employer needs you to. So you stay open to change, while at the same time remaining organized and efficient enough to plan out a day or week at a time. Keep up the good balance!

hahahha..oops. din noe i was that much of it..ah well
okok i have to go now
wonder if i can sleep...hmmm..

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lalala...linkin park's comin! hahaha..okok..not that..i'll do anything..ah weeell.. :) i got back my resuls....ok lahhhh...i noe..compared to jill and kim its nothin..but oh well! quite happy. hee. :)

i watched shrek 2! hehe. its ok..shant tok much about it..cuz i noe u pple wont wanna noe wat happens...lalala...i watched at marina..ooo hon jus called me about mission trip..but i doubt i cant anyways..so busy. anyways. back to shrek...haha...marina was crowded...for once..haha..never seen it that crowded it scary. i like marina. its empty. usually. heh....dun like goin orchard..everytime i go there i see pple! ah!

soo yea..shrek was nice. :) then i went to delifrance to eat..they cheated our money man. the potato thing looked really good...n in real life..it was pathetic. arghhhh. ah well. went to esplande! hee. i still love the esplande. ur my fave place! so pretty.. esp at night. gosh. i wanted to stay there...the whole night. but of course. my mom will kill me...sighhhhh. i still miss that place. its so pretty..i wonder if theres a picture..that i can insert. hmm. lemme go find..
OK HERE!


aaahh...pretty esplande...lets look for more! a closer one perhaps..
sighh..tryin to find the spot where i always sit. argh. keep makin so many typos..my gosh this is...a really nice picture. :)

oops...found one. but theres this lady in it..dun wanna go posting unknown strangers. haha.......................................................................

ok. too bored. ahhh....6 more days till chinese o's. i really wanna pass. n i noe i can! i can! i must study more! must retain memory! must! cannot forget!

oh oh oh! i found ym berms...yes..it was in gerald's house...stupid sister....i knew she took it man! hmmph. ah forget it. cant find anymore ah well. esplanade! hehehee. i must bring my cam there one day n take pics! heeeeee. :D

oh i had this funny dream today...dreamt that there were aliens comin to attack earth, n like they were makin all the meteorites come straight to earth n hit us. n i could like fly, along wiv some pple n we were goin around bashin up the meteorites that looked like rockets..n we were calcualting all this physics theories abou hwo to save the earth. my brain has been taken over.

i feel so random. jus goin blah blah..on n on. hahah. okok...shall stop
oh my gosh.i jus tot i did somethin wrong n deleted this whole entry. luckily it din. my heart stopped man. STOPPED!! haha okok. ignore me.

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Thursday, May 20, 2004

hmmmm....

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aaaaaaaaahhhh.. 18 more hrs till i get back my results i think....ah! i will....not be scared. i will not be scared. sighhhh. i will not. i will do well. i will be happy wiv my marks. sigh. intimidating yea? so xcited!!! yet...nervous. oh my gosh. its gonna be so much worser for o's man. oh my......how........errk.. okok. dont think about it. sigh. i kicked into clean up mode today, haha arranged ym emails stuff. n cleaned out my msn list. i have deleted 92 pple off my list. how nice. :) n i have blocked a total of 112 pple. hahahah. ah well. i dont....talk to them anyways. dont even noe y they're on man. anyways. i shall go now...lead my boring life. woohoo.

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Monday, May 17, 2004

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. sometimes i think im such an ass. jus because someone i get annoyed at wants to do something. i have to be so stubborn n like. not do it. or jus be all rebellious n not want to listen. argh. its so frustrating. dunno wat the hell's wrong wiv me. :( i get annoyed at myself for gettin annoyed at others. n i noe the real problem is. its not them. its me. some pple could do the exact same thing n i wont get pissed. but if pple that usually annoy me do it. i get extremely pissed. wats wrong?! aaaaaaaarrrrrrh. hate the fact that they've all been put in my life to test me. to see if i could lov my enemies. sure...its easy to love ur frens..enemies...is the hard one. i noe God has given me all the love i could get to pass on to others. but tis so freakin hard sometimes. argh. in such a crappy mood cuz i still cant find my berms. i miss them already.. if i get so emotional about a pair of berms..wonder wat will happen if i lose my frens...dat would be the worse.

oh n one thing, take note. im not gonna get a bf till 17..jus keep that in mind k?

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maann..i cant i cant i cant wait for this friday. week; pass by first k? :) i wanna get back my results. too excited man. hope i do well....
skool's really boring now..today we had some students forum thing. it was really weird. heh. like some prefects n miss bong n mrs sim we up there...n we were like supposed to ask qs...was kinda wierd. not used to it. haha.
ahh well...im bored now...2 more weeks to chinese o's. but..i dont feel like studyin like mad. how? should i study like mad? hmm. i dont noe. im afriad i cant remember all the words...n then...i waste all my efforts. hope its easy..
my dog was so cute today..i was wearin my body shop lip balm cuz my lips were all...you noe...crackin...n i was like huggin her n stuff. then she suddenly sniffs my lip balm n then she licked me lips! ok. sounds entirely gross...n everything. but as far as i can remember...all the 9-10 years ive known her...shes never licked my mouth before. shes so cute. l love her. i love her i love her!!! :D i do i do i do. ok. dont get jealous. i love you too..whoever you are. :) anyways..

this is brenda whining:

sigh. wasted today lookin for my tie n my berms n my long pants. wat the heck happened to them?! it was my fave berms!!! from 37degrees...hmm dunno how to get that degrees thing up. ah well. so sad. sob. i looked EVERYWHERE. my cupboard..my sisters..n my bros...took everything out of their cupboards..not there..
my dad n mom..i looked thru abit. too messy n much..couldnt be bothered. heh. but watever. it wasnt there?!?! so angry n sad. :( i din lend it to anyone....unless my sister took it....or something. :( its been 2 weeks i think. since i saw it. sob sob. ahve absolutely no idea where it is...............aaaaaaaaaaah so pissed off. n sad. it was fave.
okok. enuff ramblin. but i cant find my tie either. idiot. im usin my sisters now.. but.. still. i want it. its newer. hehe. argh. annoyin. i looked everywhere too! n i brought it back!!! it was there..in the box. next thing i knew. poof! gone. to where? someone tell me. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
breathe breathe breathe.
shant think about it.

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Friday, May 14, 2004

I DID IT!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARENT YOU PROUD? ARENT YOU??!?!?! HAHAHA. I DID IT!! YAY! PRAISE GOD!!!

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lalala....haha im doin the funny pyramid thing...figures i'll do that so that God can teach me more patience... :) learn not to get angry n mad so fast. hehe.
keeps fallin thou
like i'll get to the 4th level n then it'll fall. yea...its the card pyramid thing. where n make triangles wiv the carsds n build up? im startin wiv 5 at the bottem. havent completed it yet..but i will! used to always do this in pri skool hehe. :)
patience. patience. oohhmm. patience. :)

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Tuesday, May 11, 2004

The reason
I'm not a perfect person
there’s many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who i use to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that i hurt you
it's something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through
i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that’s why i need you to hear

I found a reason for me
to change who i use to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

I found a reason to show
a side of me you didn’t know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you

hahaha i like this song!!! i used to not like it very much..then i heard it so much it turned nice...lalala..sing it wiv me!

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whoooooaaaa...jus came here n they like jus changed everything??? ahaha....ah well..only 2 more papers! 2 more!!! oh happy days!! haha
playin minesweepers now...yup..again. :D :D :D minesweepers fun...n i trashed celeste. bwahahha...shawn's gettin kinda better thou...darn..n mok. im still gonna whip ur ass jus like what i did for tennis! bwahahahahhahahahahahhaha..
sigh..chinese paper was ok todayyy....i comfirmed got 5 words correct!!!!! 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i was like..ready to get 0 marks. somemore i din study...hehehehehe....the weirdest part was like i totally did not think this word was the right one...but somehow it jus popped into my head..n like to write it down..so i wrote it..n its correct! i totally tot it was pronounced a diff way even...if u dont get wat im tokin about....too bad..but i thank God for givin me that word! who else could it be from?? haha. yay. ur so cool God.. :D
hahaha.
ladidadida......our cell like..mergin...feels weird...we're gonna have guys in there now!! no mroe all girls cell..i wonder how it'll be like...hmmmmm..wonder wonder.......n it'll be so big. how's steph n i gonna lead so many pple? at least we have stacia for now...:D oh n josh too...yay. no more cd worship! we can have nice ncie guitar worship. hehehe. cant wait. XD
i sound so happy...har har...had a really bad tummy ache jus now.. but its gone. yay! praise God! hehe.
man..i really cant wait for church camp. haha the last time i went was like in sec 1...n i was so anti social wiv everyone.. how times have changed man......weird.....anyways. i shall go now.. minesweepers!!

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Thursday, May 06, 2004

hehehe...heeeeeelllooooooooooooo....skool's been boring..had add maths exam today...i guess it was OOOOkkk...hehe i cant predict if i'll do well or not thou.. :P sigh...exams exams....ah well. they we all ok i guess...haha no coomment. wonder how well i'll do.. :)
ah well..since im so bored. im gonna do this hehehehe.
1. First Name? brenda BRENDA BRENDA brenda brenda!!!

2. Were you named after anyone? yes yes..i was named after my grandma that so tragically saved my mom n my life when my mom was havin me n instead fell very very ill..therefore..i was named after her.........haha. jus kiddin. nope.

3. Do you wish on stars? well..not really.....i wish on my eyelashes! haha. jus for fun..not like it works..

4. Which finger is your favourite? hahahah..chicken fingers!!! haha. if ur tokin about hand fingers..i dunno. :)

5. When did you last cry? haha i dunno. i think it was in a sad movie. sob. haha kiddin. not that recent i think

6. Do you like your handwriting? kinda? it looks really messy thou. n i hate the smudges...ah the pain of being a left hander.

7. What is your favorite meat? hmm...bacon?? hehehe. i eat chicken the most thou...mmmmm...chicken wings...i want

8. Any bad habits? hehehehee........i read in the toilet....hahahahhaha

9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the
shelf? uhh....backstreet boys? hahaha..not that i bought it..but........its there. :)

10. If you were another person, would you be
friends WITH you? ah duh! dumb question...hehe

11. Are you a daredevil?ummm...depends...if its like eating? no. haha but maybe if its like...scary sporty stuff like..bungee junpin i wouldnt mind. :D

12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not
to tell? i guess so..jus that i never swore on a secret...hmmmmm...

13. Does looks matter? not really? haha unless ur talkin bout first impressions..

14. Have you ever misused a word and it
sounded absolutely stupid? haha i wouldnt noe if i misused a word thou..

15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at
the end of the rainbow? nopers....d.o.h

16. Do fish have feelings? do i look like a care? um..i guess so...i mean if u poke it i guess it'll feel hurt rite? haha pokin a fish..thats an interestin thought.

17. Are you trendy? haha i dont think so. :)

18. How do you release anger? stabbin my books...tearin paper...screamin... hahahhaha...oh oh. drawin's a fun way too

19. Where are your second homes? haha i dunno...theres no place like home!

20. What was your favourite toy as a child? polly pocket! oh man. i still have them haha cant bear to throw away... :)

21. What class in school do you think is
totally useless? chinese. chinese. chinese. chinese. chinese. chinese. need i say more?

22. Have you ever been on radio or
television? haha yea..but i was like. a background thing. hehehehe. i think.

23. Do u keep a journal? hehehehehe maybe... :)

24. Do you use sarcasm a lot? haha no no no i dont...

25. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? what the heck is that? mosh. piit. a pit full of mosh? whats mosh. i shall assume its mush. haha. dunno. doubt so..but it sounds like fun

26. What do you look for in a guy/girl? personality? someone nice. :D

27. What are your nicknames? this can go on n on. blendy? dada..............n so on.

28. Would you bungee? whoa..im pyschic. i anwered it up there! definitely! if i get the chance. hehe

29. Do you un-tie your shoes when you take
them off? nopers...who does that????

30. What are you worried about right
now? nothin really! im chillax! chill n relax! hahaha mike's word... :P

31. Do you ever wear overalls? uh. no.

32. What's your favourite ice cream flavor? hehehe i like chocolate. but it has to be the nice choc...not those...cheapo ones. haha

33. What is your least fav. thing in the
world? satan! bwahahahahahhahaha.

34. How many wisdom teeth do you have? all my teeth are full of wisdom. yup.

35. Are you in love with anyone? i love everyone!!!! haha GOd loves you too!

36. How many people have a crush on you
right now? har har. i dunno. :P

37. Who/What do you miss most right now?
i miss watchin movies...hahaah..movie freak...mok when u come back u must be my movie pal k?? hahahha.

lalalla//that was a waste of time...yay! hahah so bored.............yes! i finished back-uping my files! shall go now...maths n lit time -_-
good bye n remember not to loose ur eyebrows. they're every important. :)

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